truth

time again for an update... sorry that i have been so silent lately... you know the feeling... you learn so much, but putting it into words and sharing with others is just impossible.

lately i have been asked why i am not openly saying that i am a Christian on my blog(oops...i guess i just did :) ) i guess the reason for this was i wanted to see if i can share more freely if people did not put me in the religious box... but actually i was wrong. its more difficult explaining things if i can't be really honest about my faith! the truth of it all is that everything i do and believe in is in Jesus. the fact that He died for my sins, and that through Him i have a hope and a future.

while typing this i am wondering if people will read this and think i am one of those super spiritual loonies... who has nothing better to do then believe in some higher power, cause they can't face life without it... but that’s just it! i have been trying to convince myself that there is no absolute truth... that everything is relative... and i should just fight for my own. but the more i tried to convince myself of this... the more hopeless i became. without Jesus, there is no reason for living... and the fact of the matter is that God is real... He has a plan for my life, and the only absolute truth in our existence is GOD... everything else is relative...

you might wonder what is "my search of truth" then... good question... i guess i am searching for the truth about myself... finding out who i am in Christ... and what it actually means when you say you believe in God... its not just about being good and going to church on sundays... its much more personal than that...

welcome to my journey!