my thoughts at midnight

i am in the mood to write tonight... but not really sure what topic is should ponder on... how about friendship... or should i say...relationship... isn't it weird that PEOPLE are the ones that can hurt us most.. bodily injuries can be healed and treated... but when someone close to you hurts you... you sometime never get over it... yet, despite this, we still willingly share our lives with people, because we can not go through life alone! its way to lonely... i have tried to keep my thoughts and life to myself... but that lonely road was far worse then being hurt, because there was nothing... another reason i tried to live alone was because i just can't handle saying goodbye any more... yet... if it doesn't hurt... i don't live... it still freaks me out to allow people to close... but it is amazing to be able to share joy... and tears with another person... your dog just does not have the same effect!

so here is me saying... invest in people... you might get burned... but its worth it!

stay in my room

Have you ever woke up in the morning and knew you should not set foot out of your room, because any one you come in touch with are going to be burned by your irritation? well that's how i felt this morning.. i knew the moment i opened my eyes that it would be better for the the rest of society if i don't show my face. but did i listen to my inner voice of wisdom... NO! i got out of bed, and and everybody i met wished i stayed in bed!

i hate it when i feel like this.